So... What HAVE I been up to... where Have I been? Like, WTF, right? PLUS: Announcing I have a Podcast now!?

Just me, & a New Lamb born on the 24th!

So... seriously... honestly, truly... I hope...
No.
​Not "I hope"...

No, let me start over...

My INTENTION is... to be more consistent with the content publishing for this blog, this website. My intention is... to prove to YOU, my adored & appreciated reader, that I have TRULY gone through HELL; and having survived, I've come out... joyfully swinging buckets of cool water on the way out to quench your thirst for something more in life.

I am a true believer in leading by example. I practice what I preach. Integrity & Accountability are like, Top- TOP Values in the grand scope of everything I teach my kids and really everybody else that comes to me for any kind of help or guidance. I believe in "you get what you put in/reap what you sow"... I believe in the Law of Attraction, as far as the "manifesting your destiny", etc.  I am TRULY a giant pail of fucking sunshine with a great, cheery, dispo-fucking-sition... so
​WHERE THE FUCK HAVE I BEEN????

Oh. My. Gosh. The world that I was living in... to describe all of it will take many, many posts to explain. And although I've posted posts similar to this... ya know, saying stuff like, "I've changed!... I'm ALL better!... Really!!... Believe me this time!"... but honestly... I know, in my heart & soul, that this... THIS is different. I wrote (not typed, I actually typed it today) this "post" on January 13th, a Sunday, KNOWING I wouldn't be posting/sharing it until March 9th (at least that was my intention at first, but obviously... I couldn't wait). This was pretty much part of my plan to work ahead of myself so I'd have a bit of a headstart once shit started getting crazy like I know it will be- really soon. Incidently, the day I'd planned to schedule this post to post/share, was/is my dad's birthday. He would've been 78 this year. Now,  I'm hoping you might've already figured out from other posts just what kind of dad I had... but if you don't know, just know that he had a BIG part in making me who I am, influencing my perspective of life, giving me his genius and his demons...
He also (quite conveniently for my psychosis) raised me to believe I was some kind of Golden Child...

actually... I WAS... THE Golden Child, and I had a FANTASTIC DESTINY to pursue.

I've had my doubts along the way.

I really shouldn't have.

In thirteen days past the 9th of March (so, to be clear... the 22nd), I will be launching my new product line that I am like, SUPER EXCITED about and have been working my ass off to create.

No... I can't tell you what it is, yet. 

But, I CAN tell you that it's something brilliant, and right in line with my "I don't give a f*ck about what others think, this shit is funny and makes me happy, so Ima share it with everyone" attitude.

PLUS, it's handmade and IT IS QUALITY... I certainly wouldn't sell anything less.

I know I'm doing some rambling... it seems to be happening a lot now whenever I open my mouth... I just have Sooo MUCH TO SAY. But, I'm not gonna put it all here, right now. I've in essence, been "gone" for 2 years.
TWO WHOLE FUCKING YEARS!
​Yes, I have given little updates and shit here & there, but still... I want you all to know that I have been on this AMAZING journey of Self-Growth & Rebirth that I TOTALLY want & NEED to share all the juicy, insightful,
& beyond painful, details.

That's why I am pretty damn happy to make this announcement: I started a podcast.

I STARTED A FREAKING PODCAST!!! eek!

Okay, so what had happened was... I've been mulling this idea over for a while now. But, I'd been so scared and nervous about what I'd say and how I'd be received etc. and so forth.
Then, about the 2nd week of this month, I just kinda said, "F*ck it", and just started recording.
I'm up to 3 recordings now!
A while back, I'd mentioned that over on Tumblr I have a separate blog called
"HiporCritical View".
I've even added a page to this site that has a feed from that Tumblr page.

And basically, I'd started (it/them) just so I could post my varying and conflicting viewpoints on like, a million different ideas.

So...

This idea has evolved into this podcast now; because there are just too many ideas and thoughts and viewpoints on issues that I just really need to get them off of my chest faster than I could ever write or type.

So... If you are interested in hearing my beautiful melodic voice
(more like breathy, sniffly, sinusy congestedy, smoker's raspy-ness-ish type- voice)...
and would like to just come along with me on the ride of my Precariously Balanced Life,
while I sort out some things and also do some explaining about where I been/ how I've grown...
​and everything I've had to go through/how I did it... etc. etc. etc. .....

then, click below, or go to the Anchor/FM App  (or most other Podcasting platforms like Spotify)
and search "The HiporCritical View"

Anyways... that's it for now. I'm still SO OVERJOYED & OVERWHELMED by all of the continued love and support I've received through all of the Social Media outlets and Especially this blog/website... seeing that even in my somewhat absence my words & efforts are still reaching folks... that just really means the world to me & has helped to bring me full circle.
So, THANK YOU.

*P.S. if there's anything that I was supposed to get done, that maybe I never did or whatever... or if you just feel like asking a question... click here to holler at me!