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1/5/2022 0 Comments
During every incarnation we live through, we accumulate *good* Karma points and *bad* Karma points.
*Note: in Numerology, as far as I know, no one really refers to "Karma Points" because (I think) they don't want to infer that there is some Grand Point Keeper and system. But, since I am no Numerologist, I have no qualms about using the analogy.
So... The "good" Karma Points are best described as Passing Grades in school; you learned and showed competency in your subject so you pass and move on to either build that skill further or onto the next subject.
The "bad" Karma Points however, are... you guessed it, Failing Grades. This means that in your previous incarnations you did not "Pass" this "test".
Think of it this way- this whole series I've been trying to put each aspect of your numerology reading into the perspective of a Road Map, right? Well, Karmic Debt is the equivalent of a Driver's Test. Only thing is is that the test subject matter can stay the same for multiple incarnations OR it can change as needed. Like having to take your Driver's test each time you'd have to renew your Driver's License. Which, btw, would suck. And yes, having Karmic Debt can suck. Especially when you consider that some people you know right now might not even have it; this lifetime. Which is great for them and doesn't affect you. Unless you too, have none, which in that case, if after you review your core numbers you find you don't have Karmic Debt... congratulations! This lesson is NOT for you!
I DO suggest you revisit the lesson from everything we've done previous that was the hardest for you to work through and give it a second look. Or, just review all the lessons up to this point and do some additional meditation/introspection.
If however, you DO have Karmic Debt, that's OKAY. And knowing is half the battle. The easy half, but, half none-the-less.
So, how do you know if you have Karmic Debt?
Look at you Core Numbers (Life Path, Expression, Heart's Desire/Soul's Urge, Personality, and Birth Day). If there is, in the last step before breaking down your calculations to a SINGLE DIGIT, the number 13, 14, 16, or 19, then you my love, have a Karmic Debt to pay and/or a lesson/skill to learn or to master... something that you might've been struggling with (even unknowingly) for quite some time.
OR, on a lighter note, maybe it's something you HAVEN'T yet attempted to learn/master... like moving on to highschool and taking a subject you haven't yet tried out.
Now, here is where I get excited about something that as far as I can see (via google search) there isn't a lot of hype/importance placed on...
I get this excited because MY OWN Karmic Debt number (13) has #1 always been one of my 3 favorite numbers (7 and 10 being my other two, because I was born 10-7), and #2 because it explains LITERALLY EVERYTHING.
If you've read my blog posts from when I first started my website, where I talked about all the shit I was doing and how many people I was taking care of/helping, and how I was successfully "doing it all", more and more until it all fell apart... then what happened, and how it happened... well, it ALL MAKES SENSE.
I'm a Libra (in case you didn't know) and my pendulum has always erratically swung from one extreme to the other. I had to work ridiculously hard to get my shit together and under control. When I did, I had to work just as hard to keep it together.
Then, the car accident and 1st concussion. Then, less than two years later, my ram gave me a second concussion. I hated (and still kinda do) the effects this brain damage had on me, my family, my life, and most importantly... my spirit & sense of self.
But I NEVER ONCE believed there wasn't a greater reason behind my pain & suffering.
I finally listened, and I slowed down. Mostly because I had to; my depression and physical pain was/is crippling. My pendulum was swinging out of control once again like when I was a young teenager and I could control NOTHING.
I couldn't even make sense of anything anymore. I found myself giving into the pain and despair I'd managed to keep away for nearly 40 years, and became lethargic to the point of slovenliness. I went from doing it all/doing too much, to not caring a single bit and doing nothing at all. Then I didn't even know where to begin when I "woke up" and realized I wouldn't just die because I wanted to, so living it was, and I had to do something.
I tell this (shortened) story because I want to include a few clips from the description of the Karmic Debt #13 from the worldnumerology website that I feel, explains it all (for my situation).
Excerpt from worldnumerolgy.com on Karmic Debt #13:
*Very often, people with a 13 Karmic Debt don’t concentrate their energies in a specific direction or on a single task, but scatter their attention over many projects, none of which amount to much.
*Some with the 13 Karmic Debt fall to laziness and negativity. But efforts are not futile, and success is well within reach - one simply must work hard and persevere to reach the goal.
*Keep your environment neat and under control, and never procrastinate.
I've always been told to FOCUS. And shit, just LOOK at this website. Obviously, I've NEVER focused on just ONE THING. I started a company (in name only) called "Jill of all Trades" back in the early 2000s. I grew up loving Whitney Houston's version of "I'm Every Woman", it bacame my inner theme song... Like, hello? OF COURSE this is my Karmic Debt Number??
And OF COURSE, when I felt I was at the top of my game (so I thought) it would all fall apart in such a spectacularly, fiery, way.
And of course, this lesson- the last one I intended to include for the Numerology part of this course (originally, but I decided I'll go to the end, instead- like 5 more lessons, I think), would take me SO LONG TO FINISH & put out???
And the funny thing is... I read this before and knew my Karmic Debt Number, years ago, before I ever decided to start putiing this course together. But it has taken me this long to REALLY hear what's being said to me, by me, over my many lifetimes.
Even now as I write this, my desk and calendar and house are cluttered with projects, etc. that I've been sorting through--- trying to figure out what's important/ what I should keep... Like, I'M STILL DOING TOO MUCH!?! I've shaved down my list of things I want to do in all aspects of my life, to what-I-feel is a more manageable task list... but, realistically... it's STILL TOO MUCH.
And I don't know how to change this other than to just focus on one thing at a time as time and attention allow. That is the best I've learned (so far) to do, I still have a huge list that includes blogging, podcasting, writing, YouTubing, farming, exercising, etc., but I've focused in on how to prioritize and schedule accordingly, so I'm not overwhelmed. And I've been working on allowing myself to see longer term goals. For example, I have a product I've wanted to launch since 2018, I think (maybe 2019?), but since I'm a one-woman-show, I've had some setbacks. But, if I just do smaller tasks and focus on a goal a year or two down the road, then I might ACTUALLY be able to do it... Unlike what I've done numerous times each year since deciding I wanted to do the thing in the 1st place, which was me frantically trying to accomplish product making, marketing, filming, editing, patenting, etc. all in a few months' time... failing... and then giving up... Rinse, Repeat.
So what makes me think I can help you with YOUR Karmic Debt, if I'm still struggling with mine?
I CAN'T. That's a YOU problem.
But, I can give you what might be a tool for you to use, based off of what I've been learning.
But I must say... That I truly feel that until YOU reach your GRAND BREAKING POINT--- you might not be able to FULLY receive the information needed to "pass your test" & ultimately rid yourself of your Karmic Debt.
Let's hope I'm wrong.
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