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8/2/2019 0 Comments
Slightly annoyed, maybe? No, that's the wrong kind of energy; sorry.
Instead, let me say that I wrote this post on the 17th of July, and I am only JUST NOW getting the PDF finished and this lesson up.
But, let me NOT waste anymore time. Yours or mine...
Here's what I'd originally typed out.
O.P. typed July 17th, 2019
Alrighty. I'm back. It's been a minute, I know... sorry. Like I've said in the last few posts, I've been going through some shit and it's been a bit rough. I'm strong and I am awesome, but being that way- every day- takes it's toll.
I was physically forced to listen to my body and soul and I ended up just sitting with the emotions, etc. and everything else that comes from burnout/depression/disappointment/ & being overwhelmed.
It's important for me to say that, because I'm not trying to be this fake ass bitch that pretends to be happy & on top of the world all the time. I HAVE been doing good at keeping those feelings at bay for many months, but the past month & a half have knocked me on my ass.
Every experience has a message... this one was to just sit & be patient and RELAX; something I have an EXTREMELY HARD TIME DOING. And, to be honest, if I'd listened earlier I would've heard that message clearer, but... I'm extremely stubborn. So, it took me that long to go through this lesson. It's like that sometimes, right? Some things take longer to learn than others.
Well, so here we are, FINALLY... LESSON #6, your Hidden Passion Number.
So what is your Hidden Passion Number (HPN)?
For me, I like to describe it as the meat closest to your bones, or, more like your bone marrow. This number doesn't get as much attention as your 5 core numbers (Life Path, Expression/Destiny, Soul Urge/Heart's Desire, Personality, or Birth Date Day), but for me, I think that's an unfortunate oversight. Your HPN is your "dark side", your inner self. This number reflects your trigger points... the qualities that you possess that'll make certain things in life light a fire under your ass, so-to-speak.
In regards to your Personal Road Map, knowing your HPN would be beneficial because you'd be able to look at where you're going and be able to see what possible stops you should avoid or at least be prepared for... like avoiding a certain gas station with notoriously long lines or expensive fuel rates because you know those will just piss you off. But, it's also not about what to avoid, it's also much like a combo between the Expression/Destiny Number & your Soul Urge/Heart's Desire Number, in that it's about what you're good at doing, but also LOVE doing, naturally. The HPN is to me, a truly important clarifier.
HPN is described as a hidden talent that you have; something that you're extremely good at to the point that this expertise will drive you in your life.
Now, I'm no Numerologist; so far be it for me to suggest that "their" definition isn't correct. I just personally feel, after reading MY OWN HPN, that the common description isn't apt enough.
Well, you can see for yourself as we do the lesson...
In the attached PDF, there are 3 links mentioned. For the sake of time, I will just list the links here.
Everything else is (hopefully) explained well enough in the lesson/pdf, itself.
But, as always... if you have any questions, please do not hesitate to comment here on this blog post, or contact me, here.
If you'd like to sign-up for updates on this course, please visit the front page of my site.
Here are the following links you'll need...
Link #1 to worldnumerology.com (Hidden Passion Numbers)
Link#2 to freetarot.com (Hidden Passion Numbers)
Link #3 to worldnumerology.com (Single Digit Numbers)
You can download the PDF for today's lesson, below.
Hi guys... just a quick note to say I've been down and out and working on myself for a bit.
I'll be back to posting lessons later this week.
But, no bullshit... I've been using the same worksheets I've made for the "Getting to Know Thyself, Better" course, and... DAMN. I had said when I started this series that I've done all of this already, but that now I was making it into a course/lesson plan to help others... I ain't trying to brag, but these sheets have actually helped me??? Like, I'm kinda shocked. To help me get back to myself, I thought I'd attempt to use my own material in this (more) structured way... Honestly? If I had to give the course a review so far, I'd say that yeah, there are some parts I'd adjust where we have to copy info down... And I've also found that when I copy the info from the sites, it HELPS to use "I AM" type of rewordings for ALL of the numbers. So, if you haven't gotten started yet, keep that in mind, and if you have started already, see if changing some of that wording to I AM statements helps to clarify the message?
Anyway. Even a God needs to rest, and so that's what I've done. Be back soon...
We will be covering (in Numerology) your Hidden Passion Number, and (in Shadow Work) we will be mapping out a rewiring of our brains... EXCITING!!
Love you all!
6/23/2019 0 Comments
What have You ACCOMPLISHED, so far?
In this exercise: Treat your life like a CHECKLIST
Each life we live is different from any other life ever lived or will be lived; either by us or by the billions of other souls in this world. Some of us are destined for greatness, right now; while others are meant for something less grand, but still just as important and necessary.
The point of Shadow Work is to connect to our inner selves and find out who we really are- from a “big picture” point of view. A good starting point to get to the nitty-gritty darkness of our souls is to start with the good stuff, first. And to clarify- Darkness does not mean evil; darkness is instead a reference to the wounds & scars we carry upon our hearts and souls.
That’s where this lesson is going to take you. Today, we’re going to find some of that good stuff by looking back on your life so far… all that you have accomplished, whether the results were good or bad. And how we’re going to do that is by reviewing events in your life (good or bad, big or small) that you have completed in some way.
I want you to close your eyes for a bit and think of your life as one big, albeit- overwhelming, checklist. If we apply this idea to this exercise, what it is we are trying to focus on is events that have been completed- either by victory or defeat. Perhaps when one event ended- you got ahead in life (i.e. a graduation or a promotion), or you survived something life threatening (i.e. a car crash or giving birth), or maybe you helped someone in a way that impacted their lives (i.e. introduced your friend to their spouse, or talked someone out of suicide).
Only you know what your accomplishments are; and these can be big or small… anything that was a task finished, a chapter closed- is an accomplishment, for this exercise.
“Anything that was a task finished, a chapter closed- is an accomplishment.” T.B. Cooper
I did this exercise a while back, and I've decided to share my list with you. Any personal info such as names/locations, etc., have been blacked out out of respect for the privacy of those involved.
But, maybe... by looking at my list you can get an idea of how to complete your own...
**Trigger warnings for content in the next two photos**
And yes, you can totally do this exercise on a regular piece of paper like I did, but I have made a PDF for you, included with today's lesson, that you can stick in your notebook or binder, or where ever you've chosen to keep these lessons together.
After you’ve started your list and written down as much as you can think of, take a few moments to reflect on each “event” you listed. Then, like you did in Lesson #1 of Shadow Work, you have several Event Reflection Blocks near the end of this exercise to explore further some of the events you’ve listed. Perhaps some of these you hadn’t thought about listing in Exercise 1. You can dissect these additional events using the same format to further understand the lessons you’ve learned from each one.
Well, that wraps up Lesson #2...
Thanks for sticking with me this far. It's been a rough couple of weeks, but I'm getting through it...
As always, I hope you guys are all doing well. Let me know if you have any questions so far (Contact Me).
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