As promised in my last post over on my Precariously Balanced Life Blog, here is the Moon Cycle tracker.

I got the idea from a picture I saw a few years back, on Pinterest... it was labeled "Mon Cycle", Mon meaning "Moon" in French... and the tracker was just for tracking your period.

I wanted something a bit more, so this tracks the moon phases, your period, and sexual realtions (aka: Romance). So I made this for myself and have been using it every year for a few years now. 

​SUPER HELPFUL.

I use RED for my period, PINK for when I have sex, and PURPLE for when I have sex on my period.

If you missed the FREE printable for the Year in Pixels, you can grab it here.

I like to print both of these onto one sheet of paper, front and back and then stick them in the front of my planner.

Hope this helps!

Love you all, have a happy & safe, New Year!

P.S. New (and last) lesson coming next week for the Numerology portion of The Personal Road Map Series before we dive into Astrology!

​If you missed any of those lessons, click on any of the pictures as the bottom of this page for shortcuts to each one!

Wouldn't it be just great if the Universe (or your Creator... whatever you prefer) would just TELL you completely straightforward-like, what you REALLY NEEDED to KNOW? Like alerts we get on our phones now whenever our normal routes are flooded with heavy traffic, or there's construction, etc. 

Like the alarm bells that go off in our gut when we sense danger...

Well, WHAT LUCK! (Most) of us have actually been given just that,,, a straight forward heads up about what we need to be on the look out for. And the way this translates to us through Numerology is through the Karmic Lessons; and they show the individual what they are most "weak" in.

Some of us may have no Karmic Lessons... which, isn't necessarily good or bad; whereas some of us will have many... it all just depends. AND FYI... Missing Karmic Lessons does absolve someone of other challenges and weaknesses... those (challenges & weaknesses) just show up in other places within your chart.

From worldnumerolgy.com~

​HERE ARE SOME FACTS ABOUT KARMIC LESSONS

Fact #1: Karmic Lessons help to give direction to your life (this will become clear later).

Fact #2: While Karmic Lessons point to something "lacking," they actually "add" to your life a desire to fill the missing parts - hence my earlier statement that they are like vacuums, and nature (that's you) abhors a vacuum.

So... what IS a Karmic Lesson?

Well, do you believe in past lives/ an afterlife/ or Reincarnation?

It would help if you do.

But, regardless, Karmic Lessons are exaclty what they sound like: Lessons brought about by a Karmic wheel/cycle, that we have yet to master.

And it is THIS lifetime, THIS moment, that we are given THIS course of study.

Think of your Karmic Lesson(s) as your Course Syllabus for school; you're not only finding out WHAT you need to learn, but (unlike regular school) the teacher is giving you the test answers AND an actual reason as to WHY you'd want to learn the lesson in the first place, by AWAKENING that desire deep within you.

How's that for an education, amirite?

****For an absolutely in depth understanding of Karmic Lessons, I HIGHLY suggest you head over to worldnumerolgy and learn from the master, Hanz Decoz, himself, by reading both Parts One and Two.

The Lesson that follows is set up AS a SYLLABUS. I thought it would be of bit fun to outline these "Lessons" that way.

You will only need this link which is the first page of Karmic Lessons from worldnumerolgy.com.
You'll find your "Lessons" starting about halfway down the page.

As always, if you have any questions, please, feel free to contact me!

Love you. Be good to yourselves and be safe.

Just in time for the Season of Libra and the Autumn Equinox...

(Actual Post Date of 9/22/20 at 7:01PM PST... Forgot to change the date before posting!)

From worldnumerology.com: "The influence of the Balance Number flutuates depending on how "balanced" you are."

uh-huh... yeah... 

what else?

From the same site: "Usually, the Balance Number is more or less dormant. But it comes to the foreground and its influence becomes significantly stronger when you go through emotional turmoil, the Balance Number becomes important."

IMO, that could've been worded a bit better, but hey, I didn't write it AND I'm NOT the expert... Um, plus I've kinda been MIA for more than a year and the world is currently falling apart at the seems... so who am I to judge?

Yeah... so, looking at where I'm at right now; 40, broken, dead inside, learning to live and give AF again after some major dying/rebirth events recently that pretty much rounded out the end of the last decade- quite nicely (yeah, not really), I'd HAVE TO SAY- this description of a Balance Number (BN) TOTALLY MAKES SENSE...
now.

I'd thought it did when I first started writing/making this course, but now... the message of my Balance Number (9, btw) is CRYSTAL CLEAR, and I really have to say that I'm kinda really happy with how THIS number (Balance Number) is the Lesson I am starting this course back up on. I am after all, a Libra, so balance is sort of my thing... 

Does this mean I'm going to live to be 80, & 40 (when this 'rebirthing' thing came to a head) is my midpoint? 

Maybe? Who knows?

However, upon further reading and finding out what my personal Balance Number of 9 means--- I'd have to say that I reached THAT point in my life, a while back, and BECAME THAT NUMBER. Now what, am I supposed to go back to the OLD ME?
Or, maybe... maybe that's the PART of ME I NEEDED to KEEP?

Yes, I believe that's it...

After all that I've been through; the dying inside and self-loathing over the last few years, ultimately... I am who I am. And when I first started blogging & doing this website in 2016, I was aloof & introverted. I thought I was arrogant & self-centered, every time I gave myself praise... because society doesn't like (didn't like) when you do that. And the very last line of my description paragraph for my number, is where I finally had my epiphany, "You will receive from giving to others," and well, shit...
​THAT'S EXACTLY WHO I AM and WHO I'VE BEEN- forever.

I've just really felt during the process of soul-dying & re-awakening, that I have nothing left to give. Yet... I've NEVER stopped giving... EVER. My methods changed and my boundaries have become far more defined as I've gone through all of this, but at my core---
I'm still that selfless giver. 
I'm just not a MARTYR anymore.
​That part of me is dead and gone.

Because of this lesson right here, as I write these words... I KNOW this to be true (8:04 pm PST 8/28/20)

May YOU, too, find your true self and rejoice.

So, for most of this lesson, we will be using a different site, called "sunsigns.org"

From their website, a further description of the Balance Number (BN):

"What Is Balance Number In Numerology?Different people react differently to the challenges they face in life. Some people have the habit of withdrawing from difficult situations to think about the problems thoroughly; others withdraw from their emotions, to escape from feeling anything. Some people explode with emotions, but allow the explosion to pass quickly.
Others linger with their feelings, thinking about them internally. You need to show more maturity and self-development to learn new and more effective methods of handling the world and the problems we confront. In this context, your Balance Number guides you on how best to deal with difficult or threatening situations.

This numerology number tells you about the difficult times you would face in your life. You also know about the best way to use your abilities to face the various challenges in life and how to handle the difficult times."

Great. Now here's some instructions for the attached PDF for this lesson...

For the first part of Lesson #7, you will use the sunsigns website and as a warm-up to get back into this course, you will start by copying down & changing each sentence within your specific Balance Number description, into "I am" type statements;
​marking if you agree or disagree with each one.
​Again, this is just a warm-up.

**Perhaps because of where I've recently been on my own mental & spiritual journey, I have this new perspective of the BN that honestly, I'm not so sure I would've been able to "teach" nearly as adequately last year, prior to my complete collapse into abject darkness.
Just saying...

​Oh, and did I mention? This lesson will also feature a crossover lesson into ShadowWork, completely BECAUSE of my own journey through the darkside.

Anyway, there are instructions on each page within the lesson for each part.

You will need these following links...

First Link, sunsigns.org Numbers 1-4
Second Link, sunsigns.org Numbers 5-9
Third Link, worldnumerology.com Meaning of Single Digit Numbers

Other links mentioned...

ShadowWork Lesson #1
Bonus Lesson, Labels

Below is the PDF for this lesson

As always, as before, if you have any questions, please contact me- I'd LOVE to chat. Email works.

I'm also on Twitter, like, ALL the time, lol. More than any other platform really. So by all means, holler at me over there.

Both links can be found at the top of this blog post.

Lastly... I do apologize for the long gap between lessons. As of this moment, I see just two more lessons for Numerology, for now;
Karmic Debt and Karmic Lessons, before moving on, temporarily/for awile, to Astrology. I am feeling a bit better as far as being up for these lessons... so-to-speak. So here's hoping I can pull that off. 

​All my smiles and love to you my darling friends. Be kind.